nothing to say nothing to do

Yeah right. do you actually believe I have nothing to do and nothing to say? I dont believe either of those things will ever happen.

in any case what i meant to say is that i dont have time to say anything and dont have time to do anything.

plus i feel too sick to do either.

i am wasting hours on my computer, looking at things i wish i didnt, worrying about things that have nothing to do with me.

i have art homework to do. dont laugh, it still takes hours to do it whether or not its too hard or not.

i have cheyenne to do. nah tisenst deh dun. nancy nah hasheveh.

what is your name? My name is Nancy. See I am learning.

So today was full of stress and not so fun. I had to sign the papers saying I give up on sueing the stupid bastard who stole my store.

I was up all night with my favorite daughter holding her hair back as she puked. She is little and furry and black and not feeling so well. and she is my favorite today, because she hasnt yet today, rolled her eyes at me, talked back, fell on her bad knees, talked like mrs swan or asked me to drive her anywhere or pick her up from anywhere. she just looked at me last night and said "mommy i do not feel well" please hug me. and i did. and she said thanks.

She talks to me all the time and seriously if you dont believe that you should not be reading my blog.

she tells me when she is thirsty and no one fills up her water. she tells me when the people at the vet are bad to her. she tells me when she wants a treat and when she thinks the cats are trying to overthrow the world. yes she does speak cat. she spent alot of time with them before we adopted her.

okay really this blog is going nowhere, i am tired, irritated, nervous, sick and i want candy. i want candy and i cant have any because my friend at work and i decided that we should at least do this for 7 days. I already want to quit. For real. I am stressed out and I want candy.

Candy candy candy candy candy candy candy candy candy candy